Sunday, March 16, 2008
Drowning
So, for my photography class I have to do a project that describes my life right now. I have to choose a relationship I have with someone or something. Then I have to choose a adjective and photograph that adjective. This project has really caused me to analyze my life right now. The adjective that best describes me in life right now is drowning. I feel like I am emotionally drowning, spiritually drowning, and basically I feel like there are 500 things that I can't fit into my day. I keep thinking that life should be easier than this. But, I don't think it ever will be. It isn't that life isn't good or that I am not happy, cause life certainly is quite great and I am pretty happy the majority of the time. I am dating someone that I absolutely can't imagine life without, I am getting ready to start nursing school, my living situation is great. I couldn't even start to list the things in life I am grateful for. But regardless of the millions of good things in my life, I still feel like I am drowning. So, if you have a yacht or a ski boat or even a sailboat and you see a hand sticking out of the water, please go grab it and pull me out.
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you're not the only one. hang on to someone else in the same ocean...congrats on the acceptance. love ya!
i'm a certified lifeguard FYI.
Yay! I'm so glad I found your blog. After reading your posts, I'm reminded of how much I miss you! I totally can relate to the drowning feeling....sometimes I'm walking on water, and sometimes I'm drowning, but I'm never just swimming or floating. Am I bipolar? Anyway, I'm so happy for your acceptance to nursing school and for your beau. You two are really cute together, good luck!
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